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The Serenity Of Suffering

The Serenity Of Suffering (2016)

01 – Insane
02 – Rotting in Vain
03 – Black Is the Soul
04 – The Hating
05 – A Different World
06 – Take Me
07 – Everything Falls Apart
08 – Die Yet Another Night
09 – When You’re Not There
10 – Next in Line
11 – Please Come For Me

Insane

Things keep ending up this way
(Come and get off)
Another notch is carved away
In the thoughts of mass decay
Funny how things end up this way

Beaten down
Dominated by its sound
Growing deep within my head
Softly dying, its soul is shed
Eating me all up inside
This cancer finds everything I hide
Living my life horrified
Nothing will keep this pacified
And out my life

Life
That’s not right out insane!

Satisfaction is delayed
(Come and get off)
Its motivation is displayed
Finding its misogyny
Funny how I die and go away
(Now come and get off)

Beaten down
Dominated by its sound
Growing deep within my head
Softly dying, its soul is shed
Eating me all up inside
This cancer finds everything I hide
Living my life horrified
Nothing will keep this pacified
And out my life

Life
That’s not right out insane!

I’m constantly beat up inside
And I’m the one to blame
No one can relate to me
(That’s not right out insane!)

Beaten down
Dominated by its sound
Living my life horrified
Nothing will keep this pacified
And out my life
Beaten down
Dominated by its sound
Growing deep within my head
Softly dying, its soul is shed
Eating me all up inside
This cancer finds everything I hide
Living my life horrified
Nothing will keep this pacified
And out my life

Life
That’s not right out insane!

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Rotting in Vain

I wouldn‘t be angry if you just fucking cried
Your tears would arouse me, refreshing my supply
The suffering is fading, I scream into the sky
Repulsion invades me, I say goodbye

Digging deep inside of me
Getting past this agony
I can‘t seem to get away
Another day rotting in vain

I wouldn‘t be angry if things would stay the same
You‘re fighting the torment that helps me feed my pain
The suffering is fading, I scream into the sky
Repulsion invades me, I say goodbye

Digging deep inside of me
Getting past this agony
I can‘t seem to get away
Another day rotting in …

I can‘t take this
I can‘t fuck this
I can‘t fake this

Digging deep inside of me
Getting past this agony
I can‘t seem to get away
Another day rotting in…

Digging deep inside of me
Getting past this agony
I can‘t seem to get away
Another day rotting in vain!

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Black Is the Soul

As it all falls down, do I walk away
Or do I stand my ground and accept my fate

And there’s the faceless cries, that twist my every dream
And almost every night I hear the demon sing

Why are we going on this way?
Why do we play these games in vain?
Nothing’s gonna break it down and build us back again
So why did the path have to lead this way?
Black is the soul that’s led astray
You’re leading me to places I can never follow

Happiness is found in the darkest ways
And as I searched around, I’ve made nothing but mistakes

And there’s the faceless cries, that twist my every dream
And almost every night I hear the demon sing

Why are we going on this way?
Why do we play these games in vain?
Nothing’s gonna break it down and build us back again
So why did the path have to lead this way?
Black is the soul that’s led astray
You’re leading me to places I can never follow

And when you scream, you push me so much further and
And when I leave, I always walk back again
And when you cry the tears are cleansing bitterness
I’m out of time, I’m slowly dying give me back my life!
Just give me back my life [x4]

Why are we going on this way?
Why do we play this games
Nothing’s gonna break it down and build us back again
So why did the path have to lead this way?
Black is the soul that’s led astray
You’re leading me to places I can never follow

As it all falls down, do I walk away
Or do I stand my ground, there’s nothing left to say

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The Hating

The hating, it’s pulled inside of me
They’re trying, to test my sanity
Insinuating, It’s all make believe
And they’re ripping, the child within me

Cheating, the time that I have left
Bleeding, my soul cause that’s the bet
Giving, all that I can give
Controlling, my mind that is disease
Holding, my hate that is released
Scolding, the hand that keeps me fed
That keeps me fed
That, that keeps me fed
That, that keeps me

I feel it all come crashing down on me
I feel alone and torn apart
A waste of time to let it get to me
And angry mouth with a broken heart
Searching, for something that is safe
Hurting, my pride that is the test
Turning, my anger towards your flesh
Rotting, we’re hoping ain’t that bad
Spilling, the blood that’s on the bed
Scolding, the hand that keeps me fed
that keeps me fed
Fed.. that keeps me fed

I feel it all come crashing down on me
I feel alone and torn apart
A waste of time to let it get to me
And angry mouth with a broken heart

The hating, it’s pulled inside of me
They’re trying, to test my sanity
Insinuating, It’s all make believe
And they’re ripping, the child within me
The hating, it’s pulled inside of me
They’re trying, to test my sanity
Insinuating, It’s all make believe
And they’re ripping, the child within me

No! (x5)

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A Different World

I dream of the past, so I can break through
The walls I have built inside
The thoughts I can’t grasp
Transparency through
They’re constantly fight and collide

I’d love to see a different world
A place where you can’t find me

Feel me, kill me, my back’s
Up against the wall
Your magic spell
Doesn’t work anymore
Kill me, kill me, that’s what
You’ve got to face, my friend (my friend)
This ain’t the end (the end)

Why can’t I relax and let it be true?
This world that I try to hide
It’s kind of a mess
Too reckless for you
This place makes me feel alive

I’d love to see a different world
A place where you can’t find me

Feel me, kill me, my back’s
Up against the wall
Your magic spell
Doesn’t work anymore
Kill me, kill me, that’s what
You’ve got to face, my friend (my friend)
This ain’t the end (the end)

The call of the purpose is the change in behaviour
And that is all we can sense of the strangers
It gets on top of you and forces your perspective
Then you know it, can feel it, it’s as
dark as you can get, you want it

Harder! Harder! Harder!
Give it to you
Harder! Harder! Harder!
You just want it
Harder! Harder! Harder!
Give it to you
Harder! Harder! Harder!
I don’t think you’ll ever get it

Feel me, kill me, my back’s
Up against the wall
Your magic spell
Doesn’t work anymore
Kill me, kill me, that’s what
You’ve got to face, my friend (my friend)
This ain’t the end (the end)

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Take Me

You bumped into me
I was down and you took me up past the ceiling
You are the disease
I’m the remedy that numbs all your feelings
You come looking for me
I’m the only one that keeps you sound
Bring you down to your knees
‘Cause I’m the only one that makes you, you, you, you

Take me
Please take me
It’s the only way
Please take me

You came after me
I’m not worth anything if I’m not inside you
Only you can truly see
All the hell you put me through when the fish is feeding
Can’t really be free
‘Cause every time I run away, you hunt me down
I can’t ever be me
‘Cause every time I turn around it’s you, you,
it’s you

Take me
Please take me
It’s the only way
Please take me

I feel it calling, I feel it holding me
It’s taking everything I love away from me
I feel it ripping, I feel it scarring me
This shit has made me blind to all reality
I feel it calling
I feel it calling
It’s calling me
Go! Away, away
Go! Away, away

Take me
Please take me
It’s the only way
Please take me
Take me
Please take me
It’s the only way
Please take me

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Everything Falls Apart

Close your eyes, fall asleep
Broken promises that you never keep
Drift away tonight
Just drift away, all right?
We used to dream, we used to laugh
No one could tell us that this would never last
This ain’t a love song
I would never give you one

No more secrets, no more lies
No more feelings of surprise
No more whispered words in lullabies
Go fuck your lies

Everything, everything falls with us
Everything, everything always hurt
Everything, everything falls all apart

I’ve given up, it’s all I could take
My hands are shaking, my body could break
How is it lonely now?
Come on and take me out
I used to care, I used to try
But what’s the use it always ends with goodbye
This ain’t a love song
I’d never give you one

No more secrets, no more lies
No more feelings of surprise
No more whispered words in lullabies
Go fuck your lies

Everything, everything falls with us
Everything, everything always hurt
Everything, everything falls all apart

In my head, there is nothing in my head
(There is a voice in my head)…
There is nothing, there’s nothing
NOTHING – IN MY HEAD

Everything, everything falls with us
Everything, everything always hurt
Everything, everything falls all apart
[x2]

All apart! [x2]
There are voices in my head…

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Die Yet Another Night

Sick of all these things I tried
Sick of all these lies
(Nobody cares, you’re just a bad man)
(Nobody wants you, you’re a dead man)
Wake me from my darkest dream
Read me from my mind
(Nobody cares, you’re just a bad man)
(Nobody wants you, you’re a dead man)

No problem, I’ve got time to kill
(Nobody cares, you’re just a bad man)
(Nobody wants you, you’re a dead man)
Slave everyone, I’ve had my fill
(Nobody cares, you’re just a bad man)
(Nobody wants you, you’re a dead man)

Do what you say, do what you want to [x4]

We rip upon the flesh and lift to see
And look at all the faces along the way
The terror grips me close and holds me tight
And hope I get to Die yet another night

Throw a wrench into my world
Throw me in the fire
(Nobody cares, you’re just a bad man)
(Nobody wants you, you’re a dead man)
Death come over me one time
We should get much higher
(Nobody cares, you’re just a bad man)
(Nobody wants you, you’re a dead man)
No problem, I’ve got time to kill
(Nobody cares, you’re just a bad man)
(Nobody wants you, you’re a dead man)
Slave everyone, I’ve got my fill
(Nobody cares, you’re just a bad man)
(Nobody wants you, you’re a dead man)

Do what you say, do what you want to [x4]

We rip upon the flesh and lift to see
And look at all the faces along the way
The terror grips me close and holds me tight
And hope I get to Die yet another night

Don’t get close to me
Safe for you
All this suffering left to do
Don’t get close to me
Safe for you
All this suffering left to do
All this suffering left to do
All this suffering left to do

We rip upon the flesh and lift to see
And look at all the faces along the way
The terror grips me close and holds me tight
And hope I get to Die yet another night

We rip upon the flesh and lift to see
And look at all the faces along the way
The terror grips me close and holds me tight
And hope I get to Die yet another night

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When You’re Not There

It’s a pretty little way to hold your head
It’s like a sanity is hanging on the thread
The flesh is cold beneath your nails
And the look you give, it never fails
Never fails

I love the way you hurt me
I love that you don’t care
My love is dark and twisted
And I scream when you’re not there

It’s the interesting way it fills my brain
It’s been beneath my eyes, it’s been never the same
I love it when you’re heavy and crack a smile
The best is when you make it last a while
Last a while…

I love the way you hurt me
I love that you don’t care
My love is dark and twisted
And I scream when you’re not there

Can’t seem to get away
This ghost I’ll never find
It haunts me ‘til this day
I can’t get back my mind

I love the way you hurt me
I love that you don’t care
My love is dark and twisted
And I scream when you’re not there

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Next in Line

It hurts to breathe but I don’t care
The weight of the world, the thoughts I couldn’t bear
The city sleeps, I’m making plans
The less you know, the better understand

Then I look and see that place
It fools me every time
(Every time)
Digging deeper pulls me under
Am I wasting time, or next in line?

I pace and fret, my blood, it burns
The reason we know but still we never learn
The clocks stand still, my legs grow weak
It says it’s done, I beg it not to speak

Then I look and see that place
It fools me every time
(Every time)
Digging deeper pulls me under
Am I wasting time, or next in line?

First you’re gonna get your memory, you’re a fucking fray
Never wanna, never gonna end up in that display

Then I look and see that place
It fools me every time
(Every time)
Digging deeper pulls me under
Am I wasting time
Then I look and see that place
It fools me every time
(Every time)
Digging deeper pulls me under
Am I wasting time, or next in line?

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Please Come for Me

Alone and come undone
As my tears create a sea
Haven’t been awake so long
As the Devil’s waiting for me

Right now if you could see
Right now attacking me
Hold on, dance with me
You’ll never get to me

Take a look around
Help me
I see this losing little face
Staring at me

In another way disease been torn
The depression’s ecstacy
Haven’t been awake so long
The devil’s coming for me

Right now if you could see
Right now attacking me
Hold on, dance with me
You’ll never get to me

Take a look around
Help me
I see this losing little face
Staring at me
Looking for that special sound
That’s coming for me
It’s never gonna take me down
Please come for me, please come for me

Please come for me, please come for me
Please come for me, please come for me
Please come for me, please come for me
Please come for me

That I can’t fake

Take a look around
Help me
I see this losing little face
Staring at me
Looking for that special sound
That’s coming for me
It’s never gonna take me down
Please come for me, please come for me

They are coming
They are coming
They are coming
They are coming
They are coming

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